A though.

Love is a sensation caused by temptation. To feel penetration a guy must stick his location into a girls destination to increase the population for the next generation. Did you get my explanation or would to like a demonstration

Question?

If Jesus died for are sins, wouldn't his life be a waste if we did not sin more?

life is what you make it.

Me what I hope to accomplish with in 10 years? Well lets just put it this way. If you see an opportunity you know you better take it, don't you mistake, and don't you fake it no. The golden rule is not something you want to brake. So don't you brake it. See life can be a fantasy or a reality. Its just a state of your mentality. Don't lose your soul to vanity, its insanity. Show some love for humanity. I hope that I can help other people with there own goals. Make people see the brighter side for what ever choice they make. Seeing people hesitate on there choices is something I don't like to see. It can only mean two things. Fear or being in the wrong. That's where I want to step in. I want to help people free them self from addictions and confliction. I know that I am not good at talking to people but when I talk to someone I can guarantee you that I am very good at manipulation and seeing people being manipulated. I have been around a lot of black mail. I hope maybe in the feature I can be a little more out going but I guess that's a goal I will have to work on.I don't want people to hesitate or be mislead in to doing something that they don't want to do. I want people to be brave and not be scared of what might happen next but to believe that what ever they do or want to do, don't have a second thought. Cause that only means there is something or someone blocking you and making you think your in the wrong. Anyways I know I don't have a lot of goals but I'm not someone who does things for my own benefits. Well at least most of the time. :)

Endurance?

Endurance means being able to stand pain. Say you have a lot of endurance basically means you can last for a very long time. Such as you can run for along time which is called fatigue. That was an example for endurance. Endurance, meaning you can last along time if you have a lot of endurance. Now I'm pretty sure you know what it means if you don't have a lot of endurance "you cant last very long in what your doing. I'm not sure why we are talking about endurance and Junior but if that is the case then Junior does not have a lot of endurance. Cant hold his ground, gets punched once or twice then falls to the ground. Does no have a lot of strength to keep him self up. Now mental endurance that's a hole differiant story for Junior. He is very smart and is not convinced easly. Does not get side tracked or lets him self off focus. That is mental endurance. Now endure is a differiant story. I't means say like undure something new. experiance something new or be told something you did not know. That is endure, like over coming what ever it is.

haave i ever stood up for my self or what you believe in at school, home, or with my friends.

I get along more with bi or gay guys better then I do straight guys. I don't let people affect my judgement of character, for example I have recently got this new idol and he is bi, mostly gay. people like to make fun of me cause apparently how can I like a guy so gay. Almost every body's first time seeing him mistakes him as a female cause of the fact he has very long hair, his facial texture is shaped like a woman's, and he has what apparently all us guys like to look at on a woman is a hour glass figure body. like a baby or something like that. actually I find it kind of funny how people make fun of me for liking this guy so much that I start telling them how he is my idol. I emphasize how much I'm obsessed with his looks. The dark, female not for forget he is Japanese. That to. So in the reason why I get along with bi sexual people more then I do and yes I have bi and gay friends is cause there not like straight guys. they don't cut you down or make you feel not important or ditch you when the first girl comes along. In other words there a lot nicer. About this guy he is in a band and my favorite song by them is not even English. Still even though I cant understand a word this guy is saying I envy him.  His name is Aggy and the band he is in is called Deluhi. Favorite song, Two hurt.

chooseing a character to write about from the book we are reading

All right Talking about Junior. Nice kinda fella not to big not to small kinda medium size and likes to keep to his personal friends close in his life. I'm thinking he must not have a lot of respect for his parents because of all the lies and what his father did to his dog which we will talk about that in just a second. but he does have love for his parents. Junior did not have much of a fighting appearance, people did seem to see him as a target a lot of the time actually almost all of the time. But he was very smart. He may not of known it but that boy was smart and had good senses if someone was lien to him. Yes I know its hard to expect to think someone with such brain damage and possibly more head problems knowing how many times he gets his head beat in. Come to think of it I would expect him to be a stone cold killer with all the fights he gets into. but he is emotional. How you can tell that he was emotional is when he was calling his dog his best friend which personally in life I do that to, but anyways about his dog. He did not take to kindly that his dog was in pain and he didn't know how to help it. It must of hurt him more hearing from his parents, His parents, out of all people who he trusts and loves to tell him there is know possible way to help his dog from suffering. But to top it all off what hurt him worse is when he knew the dad was gonna put it down. After that day Junior did not like to talk much after that. It took him a while to get him self back up there. But he had a little help on the side by from his an old friend of his, his name was Rowdy. Anyways I think that is enough for today.  I know I was a little bland with this post I have published becausae im a little off my game to day.

Why do I think the other kids dont want junior to leave the Res

I personally don't see a reason why the other kids should even be upset for Junior leaving the Res other then they will miss him. I mean if that's the reason why they don't want him to leave then hey I would not blame them. But if you ask me, I would say looking at the situation with the kids not wanting Junior to leave the "RES in all and I emphasize the Res, and since it's a Res meaning only Indians can be on that territory that should point out that the Indians do not like white people. So with Junior leaving the Res to go to a school where white people are they might be thinking he is a race trader or something similar to that. Anyways that's what I think is why the other kids do not want Junior to leave the Res.

about a book my teacher read.

I would have an opinion about the book we read if I can remember what we read. Like I said, I have a problem with my thoughts. Everything I read I forget. It's so bad that when I read one sentence and then go on to the next sentence, I cant remember what the last sentence I read before said. People don't know how bad I got it with my narcolepsy and my A.D.D. I cant follow along in a book cause: 1. I don't have any interest in a book. 2. If I start to read too much it starts to bore me because of the fact I'm not interested and when I'm not interested and I get bored my mind falls asleep, apparently. So my doctor says. But I'm not having a hard time believing that because I tend to miss a lot of things when it involves reading or anything that I'm not interested in for that matter. See, when I'm reading and something bores me and I keep reading on, when I cant remember what I read and I go back to read it. My mind forgets something else when I make my self remember that part. I can't keep going back and forth and back and forth until I remember cause by the time I make my self remember what I read, I have already wasted too much time. This problem I have is very difficult for me to explain. It's almost like there is no words to explain it or there is not enough words to explain it. I don't know but what it is. It is very hard for me to learn anything, especially when I'm not interested in it. People like to try to give me tips on how to help myself but what they don't understand tips or not if I'm not interested in the story or whats going on I will not be able to learn it, let alone follow along with it. Anyways that's as much as I can tell you about the book I was suppose to talk about. God I cant even remember the name of the book.

My childhood friend

His name was Justin Simmons. He was a good person at heart. Did not like to fight a lot actually not much of a fighter at all. I don't get along with people very well probable cause I don't social with people I don't know. But he was a out going fella didn't care much of what people thought or how he looked to other people. parable how me and him became such good friends is cause he did not care how he looked to me. he was a gamer and a very funny person. Every time I got mad at him I could not stay mad at him for very long. When ever I tryed to yell or even when i lost my temper he would Make funny face expressions and make me laugh. We did o most everything to gather. when one of us woke up we would go to the other ones house and hang out all day with each other. I tryed to keep up with him in jokes but could not be as funny as he was. I was not much of a music person but when he sings, he sing pure comedy. But then one day he moved away. It got lonely and boring real fast. I moved not long after that.did not get in contact with each other for 3 to 4 years. One day I was going threw my phone numbers erasing all the people I did not see anymore. Came across his number. Decided i wanted to see him again so I called him. When I got a hold of him he sounded much deeper in his voice then I can remember. So we talked and I told him I would like to see him again so he gave me his address. I went and visited him but did not like much how he turned out. mean to his woman. being demeaning to woman actually to put that in the right term. Switched to drugs. hung around to many drugies. I could not stand to be around him anymore. The next day when I was leaving I was not sure if I wanted to come back but still told him if he needs anything just to call me. So i left. After that did not hear from him since but when I came across him on the streets we would just wave or say hello. not much of a conversation but still even though we both went are separate ways we did not become enemies in any way. Well I guess that's all I have to say about my friend I knew once a pone a time. I hope you enjoyed knowing a little more about my child hood and now it's time for me to say my farewells.

indian reservations

Indian reservations is a land claimed by the natives. The purpose of them claiming other lands is to increase there territory and the population. There were bloody wars against the native Americans and the U.S cause the U.S. was restricting any further movement from the native Americans because they were starting to cover to much territory. I'm sure the native Americans felt limited and as if they had there rights taken from them telling them what they can and cant do. Probably how the war started.

how my winter brake was

It was good, relaxing. There was not a lot to do this winter brake knowing that I screwed up and lost my reading book. That is why I do not rent books or take books home cause there very easy to lose and all it takes is for my 95% wolf to get a hold of that book for like 2 seconds and its gone. I Hope he did not get it. Christmas was not good at all. Family was being rude to other family members and no one showed up for Christmas. There was no good energy at all and so much hate. To much family splitting up. This winter break as far as I can say was relaxing but not very relaxing at the same time. Its hard to explain but just going threw family drama at the moment.