Last time Blogging for 2010

Well it actually disappoints me really I mean blogging was fun and it was something I liked to look forward to. It makes me a little upset really. I really think it should stay up cause believe it or not that was the highlight of the day. People like to express them selves and even if know one reads it, it still makes them feel better like there doing work and learning from their own mistakes. Personally if you let people blog its like letting them do work in their own way and getting to see where they messed up at so they won't make that mistake again. Learning off your own mistakes is a hole lot faster then learning something someone tells you cause that's just how life is. Blogging for the last time for the rest of the year, I don't even like to think about it. It kinda felt like a little break in class to spend time with your self and regrouping for other projects. Well now you have my idea of how I think about the blog SO.............

Which movie I find most interesting

Well this movie that I'm about to talk about is a wonderful movie known as Notebook. There is this young man and woman who desperately falls in love with each other. The both of them are so happy with every moment they get to spend time with each other that when others around them take a look at them they see no flaws or have no despite upon  them. But then as usual something has to happen. the mother was fond of they're relation ship. A little to fond of they're relationship that it o most seemed like jealousy. This man was very pure and trusting to this woman as the Woman was very honest and jubilant to this man. but there was a difference about these two. The woman was a city girl and had rich folks that wanted best for her as this man was a country man and had no real job only making a few bucks here and there by his father who he lives with. Doing chores around the house was exactly how he makes his money, not to much to support him self let alone a woman or family. The mother did not think it was best for her daughter to see this man so she has decided their was only one way to stop the two of them from going any further into this deep relation ship that was considered as love. She has decided to move away. The daughter did not take to kindly to this information from her mother and started to act out with hurt and anger. She tryed to calm her self down by talking threw this with her bf but her bf only agreed with her parents. The man did not think that he would be able to give her a good life. She cryed and had to deal with the pain of her leave. Then she left. He wrote her every day but did not get any messages back for a year. The woman was waiting for a message from him but did not receive any messages. The mother was watching very carefully for and letter that came from him and hid them so she would think that he has moved on. Finlay the woman has moved on and met a man from the army. Nice, rich, good looking, and very well a decent man. she got married this this man that her mother and father was very pleased with. as the other man that still had feelings for her built this house that they have once talked about living to gather in. as he finished building it he put it on for sale. The woman saw in the news paper this house that she has once visualized living in with the man she fell in love with before and saw the man standing in front of the house she could not help her self but to go visit him and find out why she did not receive and letters as she was hoping for. so she went to visit. I have said to much already and I don't want to give away the ending so ya this movie is a really good movie and the love in this story is very touching. I will write another time and let you decide if this movie is worth watching and if you have already seen it is this a touching story to you.

Something on my mind.

Lets see here today, If I were to talk about anything I would talk about how I freak my self out. I know it sounds a little funny but its true. For some reason I predict things. I cant give an example on what or how I do it. That is the freaky part. Sometimes in like dangerous situations or even fun situations. I sometimes get this feeling on what is going to happen or who is going to say what. Like just yesterday my friends mother was calling me, now be for I answered the phone. I thought she was going to tell me that she found her daughter a really nice and hansom guy and that the two of them were going to meet. So I picked up the phone and answered" Hello". At first we started talking about how she likes her new job and when was I going to come visit again. I told her maybe on Christmas break. She said ok that sounds nice. Then she told me that she needed to go shop at Winco and do I need a ride. I told her no it's fine I am busy at the moment. Then walla she told me she found someone nice for her daughter.That she invited him over this Friday which is today for them two to meet. Interesting isn't it. I have mostly figured that I get these predictions when someone calls me. Now it does not happen all the time. But once in a while it will happen and I hate hearing the predictions that I really didn't want to hear coming out of their mouth like negative things. Member it only happen every so often. Well that's all for to day see ya later.

my favorite holdiay and why?

My favorite holiday is Christmas. It's not just cause the nice gifts and the feeling of getting someone something that is coming from your heart. It's also the feeling of spending time with your family and knowing that people are going to be nice on that day and getting to make a Christmas breakfast, lunch and dinner. It's an amazing feeling. There is no other day that makes me feel more nice, safe, comforted, and generous. It makes me feel like myself. I do not think there is any words to describe the feeling but for now lets just call it the Christmas spirit. It gives everyone happy energy.

education

Getting your GED or your high school diploma is a really important thing in life. I mean it's not as important as everyone says it is. I think people exaggerate it. Basically if you graduate it gives you more of a chance to get a job. Cause when they look and see that you have your GED or a high school diploma it shows them that you can dedicate your self to this job and don't give up easily. But also it helps you get jobs that requires an education. Meaning if you actually sat in school and got your education then it must mean you have some sort of smarts in books. Well I guess it gives them a percentage or an idea of how smart you are and the dedication you will put into your job.

My Hometown

Well here I am again and I'm going to tell you about my hometown even if you don't want to hear it. Where I grew up at was Salem, of course. been here all my life and grew up here all my life. I did grow up in a bad part of Salem, and I can admit it that even though I lived in a bad part of Salem I felt comforted and safe cause I grew up with my grandparents. They would always make me feel as if I can't be touched by no one or anything. But then yet again that's probably why I'm more of a family guy then a people person. Where I lived was confusing because the where abouts I lived didn't match my grandparents at all. My family is warm and safe. but when I walked out side it was like life and death situation. probably not as bad as I'm making it seem but it was still kinda scary with gangs living on every street you turned on. There was graffetti and cops circling the blocks all the time and the fences was all tore up. People just sitting out side there house in groups. That part was intimidating. Trying to walk past them or go to a bus stop with out them stopping you or saying something to you that will make you look at them to give them a reason to try to hurt you. People would steal anything that was laying out side in someones lawn. And most of all I always saw people with there own color of skin. I don't like this racial thing that people keep trying to think. What do you think it's some kind of challenge or something. Where I lived I only knew one other white person. Any other people I would see were Spanish. I try ed to communicate but it never worked not only cause different language but because it's like it felt like they didn't like me because either I'm white or they were trying to be tough like a gang or group or something. Trying to prove something or maybe boost there reputation. Anyways I don't know but all I know is that it makes me laugh even up to this day that the gangs are now starting to influence everyone around the world and bring hate and crimes and murder in this country a lot more then it was before. Where I lived was sort of a helpful thing to my personality because now I see where my choices are picking between being an American or bringing this country down. I probably worded that badly but I did not know how to say all that in a fancy way.

About me

I'f your interested in knowing about me I am not much of a people person. I mean I like people and I'm a friendly guy and not very much judge mental, but only when i't comes to a certian point. I for one do not like gangs or all that blood or crip or juggalo crap. Also I do not like this population shit that is going around. All the, oh I better do this or that so I stay cool or oh if you do this or show your face around i'm gonna kick your ass cause i have to keep my reputaion up so people think i'm some kind of a bad ass. No all the population and gang crap needs needs to quit. this country is about freedom not slavery,or territory. Speaking of territory thats the number one thing I hate about gangs and groups or any of that kinda stuff. People think that since there in a gang or something they can control the streets or a certain part of salem or down town. People should not have to walk around in fear for there life just cause you may of said or did or looked at someone the wrong way. See i personaly hate going down town cause or to the mall or any type of place like that. Cause you never know when someone will just stab you out of know where and say something like they were payed to do that or some crap like that. i cant even take a girl on a date with out someone trying to show off and disrespect you in front of your date trying to show off. anyways back to the point, this is why I am not much of a people person now is cause I don't want to get involved in a mix up that might turn big or a gang that will kill you if you don't join. you take a second look at this country and tell me that if you can make a change about this country any change at all. It would be better for this country. That's how bad this country has changed since the gangs. Now i know that alot of this may seem like it was not about me but it was a big part of me. it all offends me. I't makes me part of the person who I am and the way I act